he really is the love of my life and i love him so much! its weird to think we've only known each other as long as we have, because (in a good way) it feels like ive known him forever. i am so so lucky to have him in my life, and especially now that we have lauren! he is a wonderful father and already i know how much lauren knows and loves him too!! it actually is really hard when he is away...be it a day or a week or more! we both are just so excited when he comes home.
its such a great but unexplainable feeling how much i love him, and the fact that i know and feel how much he loves me. i know people may not believe me, especially since we found out we were going to have lauren pretty early in our relationship, but i knew he was the one for me within the first week that i knew him. he's all i need and more, and i couldnt do all that i do with out him. i know this is cheesy but i CANNOT wait to spend the rest of my life with him!
anyway, the reason i wanted to write is because yesterday i had one of the worst days ive had in awhile. honestly individually each issue wasnt that bad... just the combination of them all and the fact that i am so tired really got to me. yep, i practically had a meltdown at work (thanks kelly for listening to me vent, you rock!!). but the day passed and got a little better, i just couldnt wait to get home.... and when i did, heath surprised me w/ the most wonderful card (saying how much he loves me) and my favorite cake (red velvet) from kowalski's. plus he made dinner (tater tot hotdish - soooo good!) for us that night! what he did was just so unexpected and was such an act of love that it totally made up for my bad day. how lucky am i? he is just so wonderful!!!! so with a few tears i kissed him and thanked him and told him i love him... this is just what i needed.
anyway, ill stop gushing about him. but... i love him. with all my heart and soul... he is my everything. he is laurens everything. and we are both truly lucky ladies. :)
we love you heath!! xoxo
jenna (& lauren)
